Sunday, May 16, 2010

26 in the city..


This year I am turning 26, and normally I wouldnt do this, but just for the sake of not causing contraversy, or starting a topic that most cringe at the thought of... but i decided to take a stand. I know that there is a lot is going on in the world, and it's hard to overlook such adversties, but the one thing that I know which is my calm in the midst of chaos, is... GOD. taboo, i know. I'm not here to convert or discuss religion with anyone, i'm not an advocate for religion, etc. but what I do know GOD is real, dont ask me to prove him to you, because your exsistence is more than enough.


I've decided to take this stand and proclaim that there is something greater that me, and that very thing thrives to continue my exsistence. To speak in lamens terms, the mercy that is shown to me on a daily basis is what I know keeps me blessed. I have fourtunately been to different places in the world, I have met people from different backgrounds, I have experienced many disappointments, accomplished many triumphs beyond my dreams, I have seen many things, and doubted others. But the one thing that is apparent, is everything I see around me had already been written, and what baffles me is exactly what is written is manifested. We can all believe what we want to believe, we can operate our lives in the way we think were "supposed to". The truth is you have to seek a certain kind of knowledge on your own and discover it on your own. ( and I dont mean "false" enlightenment either which is represented by deception, but i'll explain that to you when your older.)
Trust me it can be chanllenging, especially when your seeking a step of faith and all the churchy religous people you meet or know do foul things that make one question their validty or rather the "creators" validity, when in truth, they only represent their human nature. And we can't always live a life of "no worries or problems" because that is not realistic either. but again i digress. I may not live to see my next birthday, but I know that this year, I have taken a stand, and i have chosen a step of faith... it may be difficult alot of the times, and it may cause me to stand alone many times, but in a time of confusion, I need the peace that YAWEH has to offer.


i dont know just think about it.
-k

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